I had to learn it the hard way, that you were just a mistake. So I’m leaving, I’m leaving you behind.
How selfish of myself to always say that it was more than I could take. Like it was pain I could not shake. Like it could break me with its fingers, throw my body in the lake, and I would slowly sink away. But the truth is it was sorrow that I made and would not face. See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past.
Or you can realize that there is so much more to life than yesterday.
This body’s closed until further notice. Wandering too close will get you nowhere fast. I’m looking for an option that won’t involve you at all.
We share something I wish that I could put to an end. This life of addiction led, the common thread.